Relationships

I have to say that i think we as people would be much happier without significant others in our lives. Although i think i should probably provide some qualifiers first. I think that it is important to have someone that you love and cherish and that does the same for you. However, i doubt that there are that many people out there that actually feel this way. I doubt that there is anyone out there that really would put their loved one first before themselves. Did that ever exist? Did i do that before? Its hard to think that far back but i think that i have done that in the past. There have been times in my life that i had felt completely devoted to the other person. Sometimes it actually built a resentment within me when i felt i was not gonna get the same treatment in return. Am i that fucked up? I dont think so. Something else to keep in mind is that there will always be a past. The past never goes away. Really it can be shaded or tinted depending upon the way you perceive it. This is also the case depending upon how it is provided for you. To make sacrifices. That is when you know you have gone too far. Sacrificing what you need or what you want is what makes one person unhappy and the other satisified. To sit and wait... to sit and listen... to think of yourself second... to wait for your turn... Why not just grab what you want and ditch it when you are done? Seems better to do. I probably cannot be this way although i secretly long to be. Oh well, we shall see how things can develop from here.

Doctorgiggles.

My first attempt...

So, this is just my first foray into this odd field of literary styles. I hope to meet up with some other interesting, intelligent and mainly cynical people to critique some of my material. There should be more to follow.