halfway

As i approach the halfway mark i see things clearer than ever before. I see the goals that i had lost so many years ago. I can see what i fought for. I can see what i struggled for. I can see the past. I see the roads that i walked. The adventures that i took part in. The women, the strife, the thrill... I see it all. I see what was made up and i see what was real. Now i can look forward again and pray that this next half goes faster. I am only halfway in my present setting. I was told recently that i have the world by the balls and that i didn't know it yet. This is more true today than it was yesterday. It grows in truth everyday from here on out. I was stopped... stalled really for a year and a half. The stifling girl had halted much of my progress. Cancer posed an important obstacle that i came over landing on my feet the other side of the wall. I am no longer stalled but restarted. I have new life. I have rebirth. I am new. I cannot wait to finish this half. I will take the world by the balls soon enough. I will show mercy.

It is only halfway but i know in my heart that the hardest is behind me. 2007 is soon over. A new king is upon us and will reign for many years to come. I will start on a new path. The fog has cleared. It has shown me the path where my feet were, and where they should be. I can see it now. Where i will travel there will be no more dust or fog. Where i go now i see clearly what lies in front of me. I cannot be stopped. I will show no mercy.

Once i am done...I will look back and think about all that i have come through. I will laugh. No one has shown me mercy. I have earned everything i have done. I will conquer through my soul and my spirit. No mercy. None.