these are two emails that i recently sent. I sent them because i had a swirl of emotions lingering in my head. Both from the past (distant past) and from the here and now.
You see i love someone now. Again. I keep thinking that i won't fall again, or that it is not going to happen but somehow it does. This time i seem to see things that i didnt before. It's as if time has slowed around me. Yet i move at the same speed. It's like i know what is going to happen before it does.
She asked another for help, and has another besides that bends over backwards for her.
i was angry. upset. worried. Why? - because. Because i am in control. I can help. I can do more than any other that i have seen, at least in a relationship. Why should these others help her out? Why should they get any credit for anything?
He (the ex) is a loser. He doesn't know how to treat women well. His actions and words are easily predictable, and there is very little substance to him at all. She sent him a flag. He took it as a smoke signal. I knew that he would call back. And he did. It stands to her integrity that she even told me. Still, i knew that he would. he feels that he controls her or has some degree of power over her. Arrogance. The flag is deleted. We'll see how far that one goes.
the other is less of a problem, but still one that is ever present. It seems that my entire life has revolved around this theme. Girl and boy are together... girl has guy friend that she keeps for 'n' reason. He seems pathetic actually. a loser in his own right. without a girl of his own, he has professed at least a liking for her. he's sent flowers, and would bend over backwards doing anything necessary to make sure her needs are taken care of. That is good. But from her stand point not mutual. He should move on.
her process with the one is never to communicate ever again. A similar story with me and my life in texas with that one. this would mean no facebook, no email, no calls... i wonder if this will take place? My assumption is that it will.
her process with the other one is to slowly wean him away from her so that he is not so needy... maybe this will be effective. Maybe it will not be.
we shall see.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
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