The ability

After much thought i have realized something. There is only black and white when it comes to decisions. There is no gray zone. Sometimes people stop their decisions and weigh their options. Deep down they always know what they are going to do. They always know what they want. Sometimes they cannot see what they need, and get the two confused.
For the first time in a long time i can see clearly what i needed in the past in order to get by and ahead. It was not always the things that i wanted. Now i can see clearly what i want, but i am not sure that i can see what i now need.
Each of us are given specific talents and abilties that we use or let sit and go to waste. One ability that i have been keeping hidden is the ability to walk away. At any moments notice i used to be able to walk away from a situation. I would not look back and just keep to my path.
I've used this ability many times in the past. Now i can sense it coming back. It's stronger now. The urge to run. The blurring of wants and needs. I am stronger now as well, though. I know what i want and i can see it. There is no gray zone. At least not for me this time. It's as plain as night and day.